Monday, November 24, 2008

1.
how are you?
-frustrated! tired! fucked up!

2.
who was the last person you hugged?
-who else but jeffrey?

3.
look to your left, what do you see?
-wall

4.
where do you like to be the most?
- on bed

5.
whats your fave film?
- xmen

6.
what does the last person you commented on friendster mean to you?
- cant rmb who.

7.
what did you last laugh about?
- my sisters' cute joke that is only understood within the family

8.
where was your default took?
- msn? from web. the camera tt i wanted to buy yet find tt it's so useless. =\

9.
whats the first thing you look for in a girl/guy?
- ability to stand me. I'm quiet an idiotic person to be with.

10.
if your still in school, whats your fave lesson?
- arts, english, malay

11.
what do you work as / want to work as?
- want to work in the fashion industry.

12.
do you play video games? if so, which is your fave game?
- no

13.
who never fails to make you laugh?
- other than my dear, my sisters

14.
what are you listening to right now?
- nothing

15.
who did you last have a sleepover with?
- Shirin's house at Kovan.

16.
i bet you miss someone, who?!
- someone who deserves my miss

17.
are you happy with your life right now?
- depite the hardcore fucking stress.. i still happy. at least I dont have to starve to death.

18.
why did you last get upset?
- for so many fucking reason I rather not tell

19.
who was the last person you texted?
- wanrong

20.
who do you live with?
- family

21.
do you like living with them?
- yeap. free shelther, free eat, free bed. what's not to love?

22.
whats your mood right now on myspace?
- if I had, it would be stressed out!

24.
did you realise that there was no 23?
- i dont. too tired to even see.

25.
what does your profile song mean to you?
- what song?

26.
who did you last shout at and why?
- jeffrey. I'm moodswining-ing

27.
are you normally a happy person?
- used to be.

28.
what was the last thing you went to see in the movies and with who?
- body of lies, jeffrey

29.
whats your fave food?
- anything with spice

30.
are you in love?
- i'm in love with fat god

31.
do you remember how you was 3 years ago?
- ugly bitch

32.
if so, does it make you cringe?
- for what?

33.
if you could be with someone right now, who would it be?
- my bed

34.
do you have any blogs on your myspace?
-what for?

35.
whats your fave thing in your room?
- I have a room? wow! how come I didnt know tt?

36.
is this quiz boring you?
- yes. n I'm sleepy. yet I wan to do this fucking quiz.

37.
if you had one wish, what would you wish for?
- for my relationship to be smooth sailling

38.
when was the last time you lied?
- today

39.
are your lips chapped?
- if yes so?

40.
any last words?
motherfucker get the hell out of my face!

5th QUIZZ!!


Why are you not going out with the person you like?
- like i gt time?

Wheres the last place (not anywhere in your hse) you went?
- imm

At the moment, are you more warm or cold?
- cold

Do you find guys/girls with facial piercings attractive?
- i love them only on guys

What did you do yesterday?
- apart from doing my fyp, monopoly with sis and tt's it. my day ended.

Who can you tell anything to?
- god

What are you thinking about right now?
- i have no one to depend on.

Do you smile often?
- i think so?

Why is your relationship status the way it is?
- cause we cant move on?

Are you a bad influence?
- definately.

How was your Saturday?
- great. rested enough. played enough.

Night out or night in?
- night OUT! i need to hit the club or the booze.

Favorite feeling?
- i'm currently numb to all feeling.

Would you share a drink with a stranger?
- can i dont?

Do you ever think about any of your exs?
- tink of them for what?

Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do?
- not any moment now

Are you serious?
-duh

Anyone upset you lately?
- yah! whole bunch of motherfucker. starts with L,H,S,W,H,K,L,D.

Last person you talked to on the phone?
- my bf.

What could be done to make things better for you?
- money. bf's that's only MINE ONE AND ONLY. and time.

Do someone love you?
- i hope so

Looking back did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
- yeah.

Are you open about your feelings or closed off?
- feelings? open.

Think of the person you told "I love you" last, did you mean it?
- duh. for tt person I could even do silly things. dont try me. those who knows what happen shld know.

Do you hate any of your exs?
- no feeling.

Thought about anyone today?
- no. no one.

Last game you played and with who?
- monopoly. sisters

Know anyone who's been drunk recently?
- me

Do you enjoy drama?
- ya

Would it hurt seeing someone kiss with the last girl/guy you kissed?
- hurt then? bleed lo what else can u do?

Who's bothering you right now?
- fucking ppl tt i mention earlier

Do you miss someone?
- jeffrey.

How good is coca-cola?
- fucking bad

How was your day, what'd you do ?
- tired. no time. not fair.

When's the last time you cleaned your room?
- gt room a?

Are you taking anyone for granted?
- my parents and my invisible friends

Where do you hide your money?
- no more money to hide

What's the last thing that made you smile?
- bears

What are you doing tonight?
- sleeping aft this quiz.
I spread myself too thin.

motherfuckers, get the hell out of my way.

so many things to do. so little time. ppl say mother count their time by seconds.. I'm not yet a mother I'm already counting time by MINUTES! I finding myself saying this in my head so many times..

" 5 more minutes and I can reach CC! "
" 5 more minutes to start class.. can chiong wan! (running up the hill from dover mrt) "
" 3 minutes to ComTech closing.. WALK FASTER! "
" eh! late liao la.. 9minutes pass already.. dont want go for meeting? "
" aiyah! suay la.. miss train by 1 minute.. "

and many many more... !!! zzz one day I could achieve alotalot things... and one 24hour can make me feel as if it's been 3days ago.. lol ppl tot I crazy.. but seriously.. I couldnt take another day like this anymore.. If my body were to allow, I would have fainted long time ago.. for the past 6 weeks of constant laosai-ing, stomache, headache, head spinny, chest pain, losing hair, dandruff, flu, cough, sorethroat, mood swings... and not to mention vomitting.. maybe if I could survive this, I could work for a magazine.. =)

I dont want to be SKINNY! I just want to have tonned body. skinny bellydance doesnt look as nice and as seductive as fleshy ones.. so I'm keeping my fats! just be more tonned.. =)

BELLY DANCE = DESTRESS.
YOGA = ADD STRESS.
JEFF = DESTRESS.
FRIENDS = MOMENTARILY. WHERE?
FAMILY = STRESS. PARENTS = STRESS. SISTERS = DESTRESS.

just had a game of my FAVOURITE MONOPOLY in malay edition.. =D long time no read malay.. abit weird.. anyway, I made profit and win the game. from 10k to 33k and it's just been less than 3hours? I simply love this game to the core!

today went to buy a gold necklace.. =D
916gold man. suay buy it now.. cause gold price very very DAMN FUCKING HIGH!
choose a simple modern key type.. and a super blingbling goldchain that eats 300++ figure. u can guess how heavy is the gold. I prefer the other pendant, which eats 100++ so I didnt buy tt.. nicer but faster dirty.. =\ total present for my 21st = 408$ =D

initially was asking parents to sponsor me bellydance advance as my bday gift.. but since the gold is so FUCKING expensive.. cant liao lo.. still have party le? so since ALL OF MY VIP BUDDIES CANT MAKE IT AND I'M RUNNING OUT OF TIME TO EVEN SHYT IN THE TOILET AND HAVING TO LOSE 300PLUSPLUS AGAIN ON A PARTY WHICH I WOULD NEVER GAIN BACK.. i dont see a point in making this party work. so yah. just eating out with my family will do.

I'm blogging cause I'm still doing my work ( not fun work ) till NOW.. and I'm having lesson with the DIRECTOR FOR DSMIT sitting in for lesson. ftw man! zzz. the lesson is 8am! gosh. I have to wake up at what? 5am?! siao


wanna know what's my wishlist?

Wii
MONOPOLY
Bellydance Advance course! ( better if can sponsor me to study it in a proper school =x )
JohnLittle voucher
BB cream!


actually.. I have everything I need.. just cant stop myself from shopping so much.. damaging my wallet.. haix

Thursday, November 13, 2008

stressed out.
out of job. means good. gt more time.
no money!
dad just flew back from taiwan on monday.
mom flew to see my uncle on tuesday.
black black black ceremony.
I need money. I need job.
Jeffery having exams.
THROW SO MANY THINGS TO ME TO DO!!
good also. dunnid to help u draw.
just because I do finished my stuff in 3days time doesnt mean I HAVE THE TIME IN THE WORLD HELP U DO YOUR JOB!!
I'm drinking coffee back. bad for my teeth.
I shld get real comfortable with fake eyelashes. my eyes cant seem to open.

I squeeze myself so hard. I spread myself so thin. I'm really very tired.
super mom... HERE I COME!! *gosh! think I'm gonna be very old soon*

make up please!!=)

just because I completed my stuff doesnt mean I have time to waste on helping u.. I finished it asap because I HAVE OTHER STUFF to complete! so reluctant to see u.